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One of those Fridays

Friday, 17 September 2010 by PD , under

Fridays are meant to be happy family days. Happy family fun days. But for some reason, aside from Ramadan my Fridays have been going bad. It's either one thing or the other but something just messes my Fridays up. And todays Friday just... upset me to no extent. I'm still upset, still trying to keep the sadness and anger in. Maybe I'm just being ungrateful but I had plans for today, which because of someones stupidity got cancelled. And I shouldn't keep a grudge, i know, but it's hard not to.

So I've literally done nothing except for pray, eat and sit on the Internet. And maybe cry a little. Ice-cream and home-made chinese food didn't help either. I feel so pathethic because I could've used the free time to do something productive even if my plans didn't go through, like read more Qurán so go through my notes or start on my assignments for University. But I just didn't want to.

... sometimes being optimistic is so difficult.

2 Responses to 'One of those Fridays'

17 September 2010 at 11:01

Comment by Al-ain Rose.

every body have been there, pd.

it's ok. We have those times when life looks all dark and you cry for no reason.
you know, yesterday I cryed myself to sleep. reason? no specific reason, mixed feelings that drive me to cry, I feel so alone even though im surrounded by a family. but I keep getting this feeling. I even went to the drug store for some sedatives and the pharmacist refused to sell me unless I have a doctor prescribtion.

17 September 2010 at 11:19

Comment by PD.

God, we sound like such depressed females. :S I haven't gotten to the point of sedatives.. its not that bad for me and I know it's temporary. But I feel so down today.

Takecare of yourself babe <3 *hug*